Monday, October 11, 2021

frohes einjähriges jubiläum, bata

April 4/5? 2020


i am not really good with these things
but surely you are used with my cringyness 
by now so expect a lot here xD i don't know 
how else i could make our celebration extra 
special by being exactly 7,186 miles away :o
wokwokwokwokwok so here you go and yes, 
this is as far as my creativeness can go
enjoy my lame attempts to poetry 
don't judge o.O

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in the beningging
there was a young wOmAn
a reckless but brave one
that decided to invite a 
long lost friend to 
a wedding anniversary party
one, she, needless to say,
January 13, 2019
parents wedding anniversary!
careless to have thought of
but who in their right mind
would've said yes!
on such a prodigious request
of course also a young man
a feisty and strange one at that
willfully has come
now here we will unfold
a chaos yet unforetold
i'm telling you now
one whole freaking year
is a long one

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January 19, 2020
balinsasayaw gurl!





one could always say
at first, it'd all feel like a fairy tale
yes, indeed it was
she was on a cloud nine
 confused most of the time
not a day would pass by
they didn't see each other
i still think everything
was a little too fast
faster, as if time was on foot
and these two are on the loose






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January 25, 2019
i'd always love our bus moments.

families: met
dinners: set
what was all that was left 

January 26, 2019
my third official time to have stepped on aiias.




 are feelings left unchecked
just the danger awaiting
in this hastiness
January 27, 2019
tabby town! mi amores!








but oh, these two didn't mind
just as long as they're together
they didn't bother  






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these are not even half of it.



ever since then, 
the two has been inseparable
glued together
i'll never know how
why, what, when, which
force or power made
them both stuck with each other
maybe of chocolates, candies,
food and flowers?
i could only guess







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February 14, 2020
the fateful sunny day at gayoba's front lawn






now that i think of it
maybe it was indeed the flowers
or maybe the song that was sang
as these red roses
was offered







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March 15, 2020
just another convo day. did we fight this day? we prolly did. xD

march of 2019, up to date was one
of the craziest months in the woman's
 entire life lived
of course this was still to be followed by
much more crazy months to come her life,
or rather, with this man in her life

slowly then, they began to realize
their haste and carelessness
he was the first to unfold true colors
the man was mad
he didn't understand her
while the woman
refused to understand him
sane still, they unravel each other
too little or too much,
it wasn't enough
cried to each other the first time,
vulnerabilities unveiled
still, with each other
they chose to remain

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April 5, 2020
"i can't believe tayo na" so you cooked omelet
for me. awww.















inseparable human beings
are always sealed off 
by something
for example with, 
a sweet and yet confused:
"tayo na."
April 12, 2020
first kiss got stolen days before this catastrophic day
or maybe with two 
mango shakes and a "fantastic beasts:
and where to find them" movie
with who knows what happens next


















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these are also not even half of it

here lies the man,
peaceful as a dozing infant
asleep every time
he has the chance
most of the time
the man sleeps off the 
annoyance or boredom 
he gets out of the woman,
 or maybe because
he just plainly lacked of sleep
hmmm, let's settle with the latter

and as the man slept,
the woman was left
to enjoy her sleeping company
admiring the calmness of the baby




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May 8, 2020
our very first long ass fight </3



time would pass by fast
and as they'd go together
 anywhere
birthday parties, banquets,
churches, malls, 
ride buses, jeepneys,
and tricycles
and walk everywhere
the fights goes with them too
the woman will never forget
her first few profanities
uttered, unintentional,
to the man




May 17, 2020
just another random friday, doing my job as a girlfriend
fetching my beloved from COT. wkwkwkwk





as her heart gets broken 
every time hurtful words are spoken
they'd make up again and again
and again and again and again
which up until now,
they'd never begin to understand
they could only question "why 
do we always have to fight"
this is just the start
and as the woman begin to fall so
she slowly loses her sanity also






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April 9, 2020
nuvali dates are the most expensive dates ahahaha
  
the woman loved it being with him
she enjoyed the crazy company he gave
i don't know what of the man
but let's just say, he enjoyed her boring company also
so i guess, bad moments
are all almost always buried
almost always forgotten,
almost and always 


hellooo april and may are my favourites T.T
these are may's finest cuisine, summarized

i now have the answer
as to what made the two
inseparable
it was that night of the debut party
as gross as it can be
spits are shared
sealed with a handshake
top it off with a good night kiss
shared in the dark playground
yikes, yes, ew
but it's always going to be 
a very fond memory
for the woman
i don't know of the man
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you, somewhere in paris
me, maybe somewhere in mental hospital
as sad as it can be, 
the inseparable could 
still be separated surprisingly,
europe and u.s was announced
ah, almost a month separated
should not be that hard
thought of the woman
i don't know of the man
fresh into the relationship,
the woman and the man
became long distance inseparable
relationship
i think this took a toll
on the poor, poor girl




wkwkwkwkwkwkw sweet boi
you, somewhere in u.s
me, maybe somewhere in aup or mitsubishi



from sweetness turned bitterness
as they got reunited once again
poor things,
they fought, day and night
to small nothings
the man was okay, alright
it was worst for the woman
"there is no problem,"
that of the man
"i think there is,"
that of the overthinking woman
if i think about it now,
the only problem was,
the woman



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august, september, october                  and the cycle repeats itself                         but let's not ponder
   came by                                               the man still kind,                                       on that manner
day and night                                       the woman now the one mad                      let's just wander on 
   they still fight                                      hurt each other bad                                      good side
make up                                               or should i say                                             which is fonder
    kiss hard                                              the woman hurt him bad
                                                             hurting herself even more in return


August 18, 2019
i caught the imut-est fish there, 
the name is hani


April 18, 2019
ocean park! loved this day

August 22, 2019
don't you love our smexy (fighting xD) car moments

hallo to my favourite date
because who doesn't love free delish food ~.~
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October 26, 2019
venice, philippines wkwkwk




the irony of having born on the same month
the november babies
maybe is the reason why they fight so much
but here's the plan
get married november
get pregnant february
give birth november
now here we will have our very first
november family







here a special feature of exchanging gifts xD



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and then,
magical manado 
happened
oh yes, they fought
of course
like cats and dogs

December 13-30, 2019
manado!

of cotton candies, 
taros and smoked fishes they consumed
their hunger of each other
also continued
i'm telling you now,
this is really, really dangerously
bad
especially of the woman
i don't know of the man

December 13-30, 2019
favourites!

as all every good times
has endings,
in a flash
manado also ended,
but tell you,
it was an experience
the woman will
forever cherish
and to the man, she'll
forever be thankful
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in the beginning
January 24, 2020
sm dasma is our place wkwkwkwk
before their beginning
the man and woman
were merely strangers
a smile, a wave, a nod
was all that ever connected them
as crazy and fast as it could get
the woman and man are suddenly
no longer strangers but
are already lovers
words, secrets, kisses shared
that sealed this bond
with which i could never
begin to understand
with this, the woman wishes
for no endings
but instead for only beginnings
to begin to learn how to be 
patient and kind,
to bear in mind
on how to love and not possess
to care but not obsess
to give and not expect for nothing less
to forgive and forget
to learn love at its finest



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January 26, 2019
those are the days you still do not
know how much stress and anger
and annoyance i will bring your life
look at where we are now! xD





june, july, february, march, april
in one year we are together
five months of those we are not
physically together
i wish i could say that explains
why i have become what i am now
but that's too much of an excuse.
in one year we are together
i may have cried more than i laughed
i may have wasted our time
with my over thinking stuff
in one year we are together
we have fought so much
that's only because i care too much
i began to be scared of unnecessary crap
but honey,
you are a good person
and to everything, 
i'm thankful for you





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you are an amazing, talented, 
smart person
i'm happy i have you!
you deserve a woman 
as amazing as you are
thank God you have me
wkwkwkwkwkwkw
i'm done trying with poetry xD
yes this is how i'm ending this 
ahahahahaha lame corny boo :c
happy anniversary, bata
see you soon

with love,
adrielle teves



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