Monday, May 25, 2020

21



if this is 21 years old
i don't want it

1 year, 5 months had so much effect on me
i became so much worse
i became more angry
scared
restless
just sad

if this is 21 years old 
i don't want it

1 year, 5 months had so much effect on me
i became the person who i don't want to be
i became more sulky
snub
careless
just bad

if this is 21 years old
i don't want it

1 year, 5 months and this is now me
i become the person i hate the most
i became more lazy
sorry
helpless
just mad

if this is 21 years old
i don't want it
is there anything for me,
for 22?
or 30, 40, maybe 60, 80?
i don't want it.

frohes einjähriges jubiläum, bata

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