21

if this is 21 years old

i don't want it

1 year, 5 months had so much effect on me

i became so much worse

i became more angry

scared

restless

just sad

if this is 21 years old 

i don't want it

1 year, 5 months had so much effect on me

i became the person who i don't want to be

i became more sulky

snub

careless

just bad

if this is 21 years old

i don't want it

1 year, 5 months and this is now me

i become the person i hate the most

i became more lazy

sorry

helpless

just mad

if this is 21 years old

i don't want it

is there anything for me,

for 22?

or 30, 40, maybe 60, 80?

i don't want it.